Who is the Indigo Healer?
Every journey, every human experience is very personal. I am humbled and honored to have you share a part of your journey with me. Here, I share with you my story and my journey.
Little Lost Empath
As a child I enjoyed immersing myself in nature and being one with the earth. I was a dreamer! I was very creative and tapped in to all of my surroundings. To say the least, everyone thought I was a very odd child. At a young age I was very opinionated, but also extremely empathic. I grew up in the San Fernando Valley in California, and attended a very strict, private Catholic school. My outer world was the complete opposite of what I was experiencing internally. My inner world was absorbing everyone else’s emotions as if they were my own. I was and am a very sensitive empath. As a child I didn’t know that I was taking on other people’s heartache, pain, joy, or beliefs. This made life very confusing. These things continued to cloud my inner voice until I could no longer hear it. I was lost in a murky state surrounded by others thoughts and feelings.
I was what many people now refer to as an Indigo. As an empath I always SAW people, not their physical selves, but their essence. My intuitive skills were at their peak. I was able to read a person and know if they were lying, being genuine, or if they had alternative motives or agendas. I was forced to accept that what I was seeing and feeling was not real. I was not allowed to question anything or anyone, people in authority only knew best. I came to believe that my voice was meant to stay quiet and unheard. This is how I gave my power away. As a child this was very disempowering. I felt displaced and strange in my surroundings, and over time I began to accept what society told me: that I was weak and that my truth was not real.
Achieving “The America Dream”
By the time I was twenty-five I had everything a person in this country wants: a beautiful house, two healthy children, the supportive husband, the luxury car and a fast-paced position as a sales rep for a fortune 500 company. I was even ranked in the Top 4 Female Sales Representatives in the United States in my division. I’d accomplished everything I was “supposed to” and I was materialistically soaring. Society told me to checkmark the boxes of success, and that it would make me happy. So I did, at a very fast pace, but this left me even more numb than I was before. My quest for happiness and truth was at a standstill. Not knowing that happiness was something I had to find in myself and not in the exterior. Looking back growing up, that is not what I was told. I was told to be everything other than myself. I was neglecting my self and my authentic truth to try to fit into a box, one I was never the right size for.
I had begun the awakening process that made me face my shadow aspects. This shift hit me like a ton of bricks (I know many of you are going through the same thing and don't know why this is happening). Unhealed aspects of myself had risen to the surface for release, all to kick start my soul for the next phase of my life. From this point on I started to investigate the spiritual realms, the healing arts and metaphysical concepts. Knowing in my heart that there was more out there in this Universe than to just work, pay bills and live someone else's idea of joy. I took classes, attracted teachers into my life, and became lucidly aware of my surroundings. My inner wisdom started to speak from within. I began to regain my power and to understand that I am the creator of my life.
Healer of Service
I now embrace my Indigo traits, and have found true power in myself by becoming conscious of everyday life. Living every day in the moment and from the heart. I carry with me all my trials and tribulations and most importantly, MY TRUTH. Indigos are extremely strong people and when they learn to direct their heart power, alchemy becomes possible. Life is meant to be enjoyed, and to manifest anything our hearts desire. I am living proof of this. I have learned a lot and want to share the tools that I have used and developed with others. I want to share my gifts by helping souls heal and evolve to their next evolutionary state. I look forward in assisting you in this path called Life.